First love.

---30 April 2009----
Today, I was the one "raining" I think although, today, god nevers bring rain to earth. I still am the one wh0 is raining. I nv smoke and i'm reall sorri that I told evey1 that "I smoke 2 puffs." Which is fake and hope you all understand. :(... I was damn sad today. Kana "Scolded" by MJ & both of my precious Jie.. ALl of them are my baobeis. & and they told miie and meryl that if one of us means that When either Meryl or miie broke the promise, we can prepare dun c MY 3 Baobeis anymore = MJ, BaoBei Jie, Elaine & Agnes... My heart, on that time was just like breaking into pieces, not normal pieces but it looks like 1000 pieces at a go.. My heart damn PAIN!... I now that realise that I cannot live without my Baobie Jie, Elaine & of coz, zEx.. hahas... Agnes also, of coz... I now swear to god that I WILL NOT SMOKE, CUT MYSELF EVER AGAIN!!! REALLY HURTS IMAGINE THAT U 3 BAOBEIS LEAVE MY LIFE...

TO ALL THAT LOVE MIIE:: I'M DAMN SORRY WHEN I ANYHOW SAY TO THE REST SAYING THAT I SMOKE (which is fake).. AND I VERYY SORRY THAT I CUT MYSELF LAST TIME... I NOW SAYING THAT I WILL CHANGE, I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I WILL NOT SMOKE, CUT MYSELF EVER AGAIN! IF I DID IT, ALL MY LOVES ONE WILL DISAPPEAR OUT OF MY LIFE!

TO MY 3 BA0BEI/S:Elaine, zEx & Agnes: HOPE YOU ALL BELIEVE IN MIE... I SWEAR THAT I WILL NOT DO IT... AND LOVE U ALL...