First love.

5th May 2009
Today, was a scary, angry, sad and kind of happy day... But the happy moments only last that less time. Sad, Scary & angry are all combinds together.. Let say: I & Meryl swear to my 3 of my baobei/s that we will not cut ourself with a pen-knife, will not "S" too.... I trying & trying to change in order not to let my 3 Baobei/s disappointed. & wan to keep waitting for him. I keep my promise until now, I didn't do anything to myself.. I didnt cut & "S", but today, My best friend => Meryl, let miie go sad & disappointed, she cut herself and i say that if she cut herself or "S", I sure kill her, or even I will not be her friend.. And she is really did it... SHE REALLY DID IT!!!! I was damn disappointed... Elaine, MJ & Agnes going to MYA if they did it. I go cry like siao until Jie, they all come and find miie, I was crying like siao because I tot that MJ will MYA miie, means that my waiting will goes into a sad moments.. i dun wan that!!! Than, we go tnet that go eat at Blk 215.. Than I asked MJ:"Angry arhh?" He say he not even "SECRET"... hahass... (Which that is the only happy moment.)

Than, after that, Baobei Jie, wan go "PG" that we follow her, she say is the last time, I trust her, but when I saw her did that, My hearts broke into pieces than all go reason her, than after spendin our time there, than for no "FUCKING" reason, the gals from the 12 floor, come & blackmail us, saying that they will tell Mr Ong, our faces. Than, what say that they are command by Mr Ong... FUCK!... Than, oso for no reason, they splash us water than Elaine & Agnes Jie/s verii angry.... Wanted to go bash them out... But than, they come down that wat say, See properly liaos... We go verii angry!!

Than, I now verii scared that AGnes Jie, will go Girls Home than All will kana as they "S"... I damn worry... And oso verii sad... Worrying about them and Sad about what wil happen to them...

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