I am really going to be dead. Today, got training or not. PPL give miiie a reply. I dunno what to do. Just went to school than come back home again. Coz at school never c any volleyball memebers than ask secrutiy guard. They alll say dunno than i sure dead. HAox. I wan cry le lorr. I hate it. When my hp is back to recovery, all pppl all say no & got training. Now in a mess. I dunno wad to do siia. Now verii scared. Tmr I might have no reasonable excuse to give to Madamn Yau! SHIT!!! Hope god bless miie this time. I verii damn scared loooorrrr. :(