First love.

---2 Days Never sleep le!

As I say, I didnt sleep for 2 days coz was doing and thinking of something. But if you think that I will stay overnight f0r doing and revising my studies. Maybe you got that half right. Hahas.

I have given up on him, totally give up le. I have my thinkings & freedom back. I cnnt have him as my lover I can still have him as my best brother. Thanks.
I wondering & thinking and planning to change myself to a totally different person. You will think that is an IMPOSSIBLE thing for miie. Of coz i would think that it will change over-night. It will talk months or maybe years just to change myself to wadd I want to change to. ReallY! I need friends support and advice of coz. I want to change miie !!!

What I want to change my self to::
-My Fashion feelings.
-My Clothes (wearing). In school & outside.
-My attitube (This must give time pls)
-My Hairstyle
-My Face (Means takegood care to it.)
-My Studies.
That all I think. Wad I wan to change is way tooo much. But this few points I must really do it before next year. Thanks. ANd friends pls do give some advice.